credits to bloom and anna sui fer the graphics! lol! 
| How to make a charmaine |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
5 parts crazyiness
1 part beauty |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness |
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Monday, October 11, 2004
yes... bizarre news!!!
i ate KFC fer 3 consecutive days.
on saturday fer dinner, sunday fer dinner, and HMM today fer lunch AND dinner. someone tell me im gonna die soon. charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 10:21 pm
Saturday, October 09, 2004
HAHAHHAHAA -laughing menacingly- i just wrote a whole buncha crap and it disappeared. HOHOHO!!!! die blogdrive just DIE!! have no fear fer charr is here!!! again i shall type.
ok so as i was saying these 2 days i watched 2 movies. e exorcist on thursday with eve and wimbledon on friday with cher and shaz. what can i say but those two movies rock balls. = )
ironically, the exorcist although all gory and shocking (cheap thrills darling), it somehow increased my faith in Him? funny huh? anyhow, that shows scary i tell you. it made me jump outta my seat twice. and eve upon seeing that laughed. how weird. i wonder why my ah ma didnt die of a heartattack. she didnt even get shocked. (and so i think) in e middle of the show, while everyone was all quiet.. she suddenly whispered to me..
"eh.."
'yea?"
"nvm."
"what.."
"my jackets stuck.. heh heh.."
like HMMMMM yes as if i care eve. ok that was mean. hahaha but it was like.. ermm. a funny thing to say. i think my ah ma's gone crazy.
so today i met darr fer awhile, eventhough it was a mere 10 min, it was good enough. = ) rushed to meet my sweeties (sorry babes fer being late, AGAIN) we walked like mad and we were soo shagged after that. as in reallly shagged. i dont know why. mr sandman must have kissed us all. so yes i bought my slippers, i was SO TEMPTED to buy some tops but grrrrrrrrrrr i refrained. oh yes i did! oh and HEHE i bought an American Eagles shirt from Yahoo Auctions. OOOH its gorgeous i tell u.. woots! ok sorry SERENE... but yes rmb the time when u bought those stuff? and i let u off? well hehe its my turn now! we're equal... grrrrrr.. topshop shirts and skirts are so fucking pretty. sobs.
cher and shaz bought a nice and cheap top each from this place... the salesguy was so damn hilarious.. "oh cool. u want that? cool. ok cool!" yes so cools e new cool word.
took a cab home with my laydees.. i love u chicas.. soo much!!! = )
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 01:41 am
Monday, October 04, 2004
cannot control this, this thing called love
thanks to ian tann, im addicted to the song Another Day by Lene Marlin. its seriously superbly nice. highly addictive. ive played it 1234950607957363 times today & im still not sick of it. the lyrics are kinda sad. it made me think a lot.
i think love's pretty complicated. one sided love especially. i guess we've all gone through that. you love someone, hmm fine maybe not love but u like someone SO MUCH, but he/she doesnt feel the same. doh, as if u wanted that to happen, as if u wanted to fall in love with someone who'd never love you.. but.. as the song says.. Cannot control this, this thing called love.
Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what,makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you
its pretty absurd. that you'd rather him lie to you, then accept the truth. the saddest thing is to lie to yourself. to believe your own lie. to silently look at him from afar, and admire his every feature, without him knowing.
You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again
you cant seem to tell him anything bout ur life, cause your lifes everything about HIM.
Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time
the only thing you can do, is to forget about him and move on with your life. but he'll always be there, wont he? Unless ofcourse, another guy comes and steals ur heart. but will u even let someone come near u again?
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love.
Indeed.
I know there a couple of people out there who are experiencing this, this very instant. & yes i know, its a horrible feeling.
Well, i thank my lucky stars that i've got darren now. = )
he did experience this before, and in the end i still came to him. so, hmm.. u never know whats gonna happen. bottomline of e story?
i dont know. love's just too complicated.Cannot control this, this thing called love.
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 10:08 pm
Thursday, September 30, 2004
sheesh photobucket was being a real bitch at the beginning of the week. my pictures were all gone and my blog looked gross with little crosses. ANYWAYS... its all right now. Thank God. i was intending to blog bout a particular someone, UMMM NO it isnt calvin heh he doesnt deserve such limelight, but i decided not to be a bitch. so YES no rants from charmaine. well maybe just a little.
this weeks kinda hell-ish. ive got to finish some marketing stuff later.. such a drag. HEH. a buncha girls are in Ians house this very instant. i hope they'll rape the hell outta him. = P
*some rants...
i know this particular person.
very queer is he.
full of angst and hate for the world,
that the good he doesnt see.
so stubborn, so self centered, so many complaints!
oh mocking, oh taunting, thats what he displays!
& the true irony of it all,
that he obviously fails to see,
the person he hates...
is none other but himself..
= ) now dont go thinking that im talking about YOU. hmm naturally if u do feel that i am pin pointing you you you, i guess you're just guilty of it! hurhur.
ive got an eight for socpsy. = ) GRRRR. i wanna bite someones fleshy butt. unleash the anger and irritation in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 09:09 pm
Sunday, September 26, 2004
haha oooohh im updating again. how rare. = )
well i just hadddddd toooo... baileys so freaking cute. i cant stand it, whenever i see his pictures i cant help but cooooooooo. aiks just check out the pictures and you'll understand me. heh heh. the latest trend for dogs? pink heart shaped sunglasses. and more caps and truckers. ooh and bandanas!
all right. i ripped this off from candice's blog. so yes credit goes to her.heh.
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 07:13 pm
Saturday, September 25, 2004
charrs happpy now thanks to everyone. hoho!
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 01:30 pm
Sunday, September 19, 2004
"how about a refresher"
NO THANK YOU.
i will never ever want to get reminded of times spent with you. your face, your hands, your everything. no thank you.
"your skirt was nice. it was damn short"
HOHO. i take that as a compliment. NOT. i was on a the verge to change my dressing. no more pretty skirts, no more pretty tops. its just plain charmaine wearing baggy shirts and jeans. that'd be nice, wont it? will someone ever like you for who you are inside? then i had a talk to kesh, daniel & shaun. to hell with what people think. to hell with what pervies think. if you think im a slut and that id reply to your horny messages. guess what? i DID. but i insulted your dick. come to think of it, i shd have done it much worse.
ive always suspected i was played. today confirmed my feelings. no i didnt feel sad. maybe i would if it happened like a few months ago. i just felt SO stupid. how could i have not known. i dont want to be played again. DOH. im gonna be smart from now onwards. DUH. ahhhh. help. nice people out there help me out ok. = ) OPEN MY EYES! my tiny ones.
"See once upon a time i was your fool, but the one i leave behind is you."
taken from naddys nickname and the song "You Had Me" by Joss Stone.
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 12:28 am
Saturday, September 11, 2004
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 11:51 pm
Thursday, September 09, 2004
these past few days had been hilariously funny. lol hilariously funny. is there even sucha phrase? especially on tuesday. do i see smiles forming on all of ABCDE's faces? funny shit ok. as in really funny, i was laughing my ass off the whole time on tuesday. HAHHAHAHHAA. hurhur.
u guys all remember the famous ghost meiling which loiters along the radio production rooms right? haha.. although i was pretty freaked out, i cracked several stupid jokes bout her. kesh nearly killed me, sorry darling! when we entered the room, the first thing we saw on the screen was the already open pro tools programme. it was under the name Aaron. and i said.. thank god it isnt meilings name eh? and keshia freaked out. LOL. ok i was being an annoying fart. the second funny thing was when Ming poked her head in and said boo, and we screamed. ok nothing funny but you see. after ming said boo, there was silence, then me and kesh turned and looked at ming and we screamed! lol! there was actually a bloody pause, and upon seeing mings shocked face i burst out laughing. lol. funny shiat i tell u. i couldnt control myself. initally me and kesh wanted to do a horror story, but since its still the seventh month and meiling maybe lurking around,we changed out minds. =)
raydeeeooooo ended and we had pasta, shalalala, ah ma ate bread.so ah ma of her i tell you. i guess most of her teeth are practically missing, so she cant really eat hard food. so yea breads the best choice. i shall bake her some bread tomorrow.= ) we hid our food in our bags and bought lays. OOH WHEEE. sneaked in the library to find seats but to no avail. in e end we slacked at e atrium. what was suppose to be a studying session ended up as a chattting session. i wasnt surprised. oh yes, it was a singing session too!
you and me baby aint nothing but mammals, so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel. do it again now!
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz now i know my abc's next time wont you sing with me.
i love you you you.
at first i was afraid i was petrified..... blah....
the singing never ceased. and we even recorded it.LOL.
here comes the funny part. so in the end we went to the library, laughing our asses as we walked in.. we were like giggling girlies. ick. lol. it was a pretty gross laughter. we started our hunt for seats again...we walked in circles..doing stupid things on e way like gigging. and walking back and forth outside the project rooms.lol. eve was walking back the 5th time when we decided to leave her alone and hide. LOL. funnyyyyyy. i felt kinda bad. its like, how could i have actually left my helpless ah ma alone? what if she went mad and started treating everyone like her grand daughters. not good. shakes head.
so we went to e project room facing the entrance of the level and we saw this lonely soul in the room. LOL. so we,being playful little bitches, decided to irritate the poor guy. eve and anne started walking outside his room, back and forth, pretending to go up and down the none existant escalator... oh and here comes e most retarded part. beni joined them and they started to play pass the jacket. so there i was standing, witnessing the most absurd scene ever. anne jumping and raising her hands as she tried catching beni's jacket, eve running after passing her e jacket and beni joining them as she tried to catch e jacket anne threw. they looked like little monkeys. little pretty monkeys. and where was i? grabbing my stomach and squatting on the floor as i laughed my ass off. gosh. u shd have seen the expression on that guys face.
thankfully, some kind souls from our mass comm batch, i dont know what their names are gave us their room. me and anne walked barefoot to e toilet (eeeuw) laughing on the way.. several weird looks we received and what did we do? gigggleeee. goshh funny shit ok. cant stand it. i wasnt myself at all. anne too. beni three.eve four. gosh ok sorry i was being lame.
went home happy but shaaaaaaaaggeeeddddd.
watched raising helen on my com. its nice. go watch it. the first part was kinda sad and i actually teared. what if someone you loved died tomorrow. gosh. u never know. = /
im happy now. charmies back to normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankssss booo for e crystals. prettayeness. tho the heartshaped ones kinda erm. hmm ironfied. lol.
edit* go download or buy the wicker park's soundtrack. its so neat. or hmm fetch.
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 12:52 am
Friday, September 03, 2004
charmaine_cj's ass grew bigger at 10:14 pm
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